Saturday, August 29, 2009

Back in Eugene

Well, back to real life, though it really feels much more artificial than the past month of being transient. Propped up by structure and responsibility, deadlines and expectations; but I think the wonderful freewheeling of travelling is only sustained by the mundane world.

How structure shapes me! Back in Cinci, in the room I spent my teenage years stewing in, how quickly my old habits and thoughts return! Back in Eugene, the same feelings hover about me; my room never seems to look clean, why is that? is this my life? is this my beautiful wife?

I'm starting to blog now because I need to write, I have a constant muse tickling me that when not expressed seems to foment into overzealous anti-emotionalism making me boorish and tightly-wound.

But it's late in the morning, oh blog, I shall be faithful to you!

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